Holding onto....fear....letting go....

I am love, I know this to be true, however the fear from the past comes in to my present moment...boom...my body in utter shock and meltdown....then as it passes love returns and I trust in myself again.....its not about forgetting its about acknowledging, and letting go and remembering the truth....I am loved and nothing but me stops me from feeling love from others...

Love Marakihya

Thank you Mother Earth for your Guidance....

The seasons of transformation...

As I ground within myself. I come to notice the seasons of my journey, as I align with the support and love of mother earth., I see the gifts she offers me within her cycles of transformation.

Autumn - Shed the old - letting go

Winter - Resource, get clear, rest

Spring - New beginnings, birth of the new reality

Summer - Expression, celebration

As I shed the old and replace the new, go within and resource myself. Get clear and see the fruits of my seed planting grow and express in celebration of who I am...and the gift of life's journey...

Thank you Mother Earth

Love Marakihya

Nelson Mandela - Thank you for this...

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.

Our deepest fear is that we are all powerful beyond measure.

Its our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us.

We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?

Actually, who are we not to be?

You are a child of God.

Your playing small does not serve the world.

There is nothing enlightened about shrinking to that other people won't feel insecure around you.

We are all meant to shine, as children do.

We are born to manifest the glory of God that is within us.

Its not just in some of us: its in every-one.

And as we let our own light shine, we un-consiously give other people permission to do the same.

As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others...

Namaste*** Nelson Mandela *** Namaste

Love Marakihya

The gift of relationship...

My closest relationships are my biggest mirrors, offering my gifts of greater clarity.

Sometimes I ge lost in the illusions, caught in my head, I need to move back into my heart, scared of the emotion - making it bigger and my life harder.

Stepping into my heart, connection honestly with myself and allowing myself to feel again, letting the tears flow and therefore gaining the gifts from the intense emotion. The needs arise that were not met in the moments those memories and emotions where created. Therefore offering me greater clarity, that I desire...and no longer being afraid of those 'big' emotions.

I never felt safe to be totally honest about how I felt. Scared it would bring my family and friends crashing down around me or running as far as they can.

I just want to live and feel safe always in my relationships, my connections and know in time the more I connect and feel, the more I will be able to be present within those connections, rather than being triggered from the past.

Love Marakihya

Forgiveness was the key to creating my dreams...

Forgiving my past and myself meant acknowledging my life up until this point was a lie to some extent, as well as my utter truth.

In that I had handed my power over to my abusers and ''blamed'' them for my life not being all I wanted it to be.

Forgiving them meant taking back my power and owning responsibility for my life. Not blaming anyone, anymore, and recognising we are all just trying to get our needs met.

Also in the process of noticing therefore I had lived a lie until this point and forgiving myself for this was a major step in wanting to take the reins of my life and creating the reality I wanted to live.

Allowing my life choices to support my new reality. Removing the bands from my wings and dusting off the limiting beliefs, so as to choose ones which support the new reality I am wanting.

Living my dreams....

Connection...

Completion and letting go, totally making room for the new to grow.

Creating the reality I am wanting to create, full of connection, peace, playfulness, abundance and flow.

Welcoming joy and co-creation into my life, accepting support and nurturing.

Welcoming friendship and the fruits it brings, honouring my needs and owning my life and its responsibilities.

Rejoicing in my ability to live joyously and giving to others unconditionally and receiving in the same truth.

Connection means, joy, fun, play, love and support....

Ah yes please....so it may be.

Love Marakihya

Who I AM....?

Daily as I reconnect with the truth of who I am, I come to realise there is no susinct description for it.

For I am one and I am all.

As I move through life, I experience different roles and relationships .

Simply reflecting my beliefs of who I think I am.

So is who I am who I believe I am for this is the reality I experience.....

For if I am one and all, there is no definition for who I am at all...

So in essence, I can only say I am love like one n all...